Stop Wishing

I do not believe anymore
with what you give
I ended up here
cornered waiting to die

I do not believe anymore
going to the sun
to be able to illuminate
dark corner of this heart

I gave up hope
and waiting for dark
until some time later
I get no love

why there is suffering
if happiness is created
why is the black
when white fun ...

...
I came home ...
without rancor
received .. defeat

I came home ...
without rancor
I appreciate ..the winnings

...
you taught me happy
you teach me suffering
you show me happy
you show me the pain
you give me happy
you give me pain